HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY

kali ini gue akan bercerita sedikit tentang temen gue.. temen deket bisa dibilang..

entah mengapa, temen deket gue yang satu ini lama" membuat gue ga nyaman dideket dia.. dia pinter, gue biasa aja.. dan kadang" gue merasa dia MT sama gue.. bagaimana gue bisa merasa??

yaaa,, begitu deh... kadang" gue pun merasa merendah sama dia, tapi dia pun tetep kayak gitu.. entah gue yang terlalu perasa atau dia yang emang memperlakukan gue seperti itu.. gue kadang merasa dia tiba" jadi labil dan jadi jahat sama gue.. kalo gue udah buat sesuatu, dan kadang" dia minta gue fotoin tentang apa yang udah gue buat... gue emang keberatan, tapi karena dia temen baik gue, makanya gue kasih foto deh.. gapapa lah gue pikirnya juga.. dan gue bertanya 1 hal sama dia.... tapi besoknya, tau" dia minta liat gue punya kerjaan dan dia tau" ngasih liat gue sebuah gambar yang dia dapet dari orang.. gue speechless............ kenapa dia mesti ngasihtau gue? ga guna juga kali yah........... mending dia ga usah sekalian aja ngasih tau gue soal itu.. mungkin maksud dia baik yaa, ngasitau gue.. tapi dia kasihtaunya dari kemaren boleh kali ya???? gue bingung.. gue speechless.. dan gue merasa gue harus langsung ngambil kertas gue sebelum dia membuat gue semakin kesal lagi............

gue gamau kehilangan temen gue lagi.. gue cape kehilangan temen terus.. makanya gue merendah kalo didepan dia.. sangat merendah.. gue berharap dia akan tetep jadi temen baik gue.. at least dia mendukung gue saat gue membutuhkan dukungan.. dan menghibur gue saat gue butuh dihibur...

hhhhh,, emang susah yaa nyari temen beneran.....

disaat gue senang dengan teman gue yang dulu, tau" gara" masalah kecil, dia malahan pergi dan sekarang jadi kayak udah gakenal sama gue lagi.. yaa, sebodo amat deh lagian juga gue.......

all by myself

sT

SOMEONE LIKE YOU-ADELE

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

TEMAN VS THE ONE I CARE

yapp,, susah emang kalo disuruh milih antara temen lu dan orang yang lu suka.. dan itu yang sedang terjadi saat ini.. gue pun bingung harus bagaimana dan harus berbuat apa.. gue gamau ngecewain sahabat gue.. gue udah 2x kehilangan merekaa.. tapi disisi lain gue dihadapkan oleh kenyataan yang membuat gue bahkan ragu untuk memilih sahabat gue sendiri.. yaa, gue egois.. mungkin gue pun childish.. tapi gue punya alasan..mungkin? gw mau memilih dia.. dia yang itu.. yaaaa,, dia yang itu.. dia yang ga bisa diharapkan.. dia yang semena".. dia yang entah bagaimana kehidupannya.. dia yang itu lahh pokoknya.. dan gue bingung.. gue gatau harus memilih apa.. gue gatau harus bagaimana.. apakah gue milih temen gue atau milih orang yang gue suka.. apakah orang yg gw suka ini akan tetep bertahan sepanjang tahun?? sepanjang kuliah?? kt gapernah tau.. apa yang harus gue lakukan??????? sumpah gue bingung.. antara teman dengan dia.. hanya karena itu.. cuma masalah sesimpel itu.. gue ga bs liat dy deket sama cewek lain... setidaknya untuk saat ini gue takut.. sangat sangat sangat takut.. gue takut untuk sakit hati lagi.... mungkin nanti 10 taun lagi, gw akan merasa bahwa bodoh bgt kalo gw suka sama dia waktu itu.. tapi, sekarang yang penting ngga.. gw gatau gue gatau gue gatau harus gimana.. please bantuin gue??

all by myself,

s