I'm sicK.. i' HunGrY... i'M dYinG.. i'M deaD......

Hey..... *coughing..*
it's not a FAKE... it's true... haha..!! i hate to know that i'm sick....!!
OMG.......... i'm suffering from cough.. and now, u know what..? i have a *not too big* --abces..
uuugh, and it's make me crazy...!!!!!!!! it's happening to me, all the time.. not at all.. but, it's ruining my thigh... and it's make me feel sick, everytime i seen it.. oh gosh.. i cant even walk properly with this fucking abces... and it's swollen.... it's like a circle... when my abces is the center of it.. it's like a circle with 10 cm diameters... it's RED....... and swollen.....
Geee.....!!!!

i hate that.. i skipped my math-chem-physics lesson, my driving lesson, my english lesson because of that stupid abces... and now, i can't walk outside my bedroom.......... now, i hate to go to the toilet.. it's hurt....

now, here i am.. blogging with my SLOW INTERNET CONNECTION......... it's my father mistake.. oh god... he takes the PROMOTION one.. the unlimited internet connection in a month.. oh, i love my 50 hours internet........... oh geeeeeee, now, my internet connection going so slow... even i must sit in front of my laptop for more than 1 hour to download 7 videos from youtube....!!

oh god...... help me.. with the abces things, with the internet things, with all the things i've done....
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still love you N...
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sT..