iT's mY turN.... mY FIRST secReT i TeLL u..

it's my turn to be honest to myself..

haha.. sound's great.. even u know that it's hard for you to be yourself in front of the people u love...
it's hard to believe, but do yall know, i'm acting like I DON'T LIKE YOU to someone i love..?
i just act like a DUMB PERSON.. just look down to the road.. and smile like crazy if HE TALKS TO ME.. and i just missed HIS 2 SMILES to my SISTA.....
god... i'm getting crazy.....*and blushing* if he looks at me..
i wanna be myself.. but i can't.........
my brain always talk to me not look him everytime i want to look him..
okay..okay... i think i'm shy.... SHY........

but, i like him when he smiles at me..... SMILES AT ME... the way his mouth going to show up his white teeth... the way his eyes smalling *whatever u call it* when he smile....

and it makes me BLUSHING....................... and i'm sure, after that, i turn my face down......
ohhhhhhh.........................

haha...!! i must be myself if i gete a chance to meet him again.. AGAIN..

okay,,
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still the same...
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sT..